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Wednesday, August 3, 2016

DIFFICULT TO COME BY!

Sometimes melancholy resembles dormant love; sometimes silence resembles sneaky desire of infinite expression; sometimes distance resembles inner plea of everlasting proximity; sometimes firm gaze resembles secret lust to feel the vibe; sometimes eye-soaked tears resemble rigid aspiration to forbid dol forever; sometimes anger resembles uncalled for manner of caring & adoring (I do care for you); sometimes confidentiality resembles unbound zeal to open up; sometimes innocence resembles heinous insight; sometimes garrulity resembles deep inclination to hide from the world; sometimes deliberate negligence resembles an earnest request—please leave me alone, I will be there when you need me most.

At a certain point of time in life, yesterday, today and tomorrow all become akin to one another. It happens unobtrusively, and takes time to elicit this unpleasant stumble of life. When bad run starts in life, it sprints forward demolishing everything it gets on its way. Thing becomes difficult to express the true state of mind—what we express and what we truly feel engender an asymmetric aspect of behavior. This inexplicable condition triggers an emotional crisis and secretes dolorous stream that rolls down from oculus incessantly. A permanent poignancy engulfs the lonely heart forever. The petrified world we have created barely has enough time to tolerate an amorous intrusion, let rather give it a chance to germinate. Even a little respect to someone’s uneven but sacred feelings becomes a rarified demeanor thanks to the vacuous psyche we foster within us. Yes, this is the world I know; this is the world where we reside.

Modern relationships are very much based on strict terms and conditions, and work out well as long as reciprocal interest persists. Any misappropriation means end of many things. Amor Eterno (Eternal Love) turns out to be an outdated rite followed by people in old days. Intensity of love is not enough to trump the animosity we hatch inside. Sadly, this parched earth is gradually losing all the affection of nature and gets direly suffocating that a mere survival befalls as an inviable option. Empathy—the great human trait ever—becomes difficult to come by. This pacy and compelling world has no time to give an empathetic look towards others. The everyday practice of individualism miscarriages the embryo of “Emotional Intelligence” at the very rudimentary stage. Somebody’s ear-deafening cry doesn’t reach to us. We all have become discretional deaf, and behave eccentrically to hide from our surroundings. What a disgraceful act to bury human instinct un/knowingly! If the world is ever pretty, it’s because the common emotion we share, the core impulse we cultivate within us, and of course, the word ‘humanity’ we care. Are all these precious virtues becoming obsolete? Do they sound like archaic jargons?

What if we see the world with a compassionate look today and make it a bit more beautiful than it was yesterday—is it too much as a desire?  One of the common traits of human being is to repent for the things that they have lost forever. Likewise, we all miss the people who have become past in our life. However, an added bit of love, a mind-set to go extra miles to keep commitment and promise, a sense of sincerity, and a fervor to fathom the dormant love & beauty can make huge difference end of the day. Complexities of life will entangle the journey. That is what life is. Why not celebrate all these un/pleasant diversities of life? And if possible, we should strive cordially to make positive contribution in other people’s life because elysian pleasure of selfless acts is embedded there! So, it's better to replete the life with beautiful stories, isn't it. There may not be enough fulfillment and accomplishments in life, but happiness derives from trying something worthy for others will replace all remorselessness momentously. Is it too difficult to come by? May be Yes! May be No! Let's hope for the best one more time.


By
Md Azzajur Rahman
(Originally written on 15-11-2014, during Cardiff days) 

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